089. I have this tendency to always zone out.
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February 1st
It’s been so long since we’ve talked.
We used to talk to you on a daily basis, but day by day our relationship has grown farther & much more distant. I am unable to hear voice & I’ve stopped paying attention to words that you’ve given me. I was given opportunities & chances, but I’ve ignored them. I no longer give you the attention that you highly deserve. It’s amazing how I’ve turned my back on you almost completely, & you still love me unconditionally.
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January 31st
I prefer it when a guy doesn’t pay for me.
There are some rare cases when I decide to just let it happen because I just really don’t have money on me. But normally I will argue with a guy until he allows me to pay for myself. & if he’s really going to be stubborn with me, I’ll pay half. & if he’s REALLY stubborn, I’ll probably stop talking & pay for both myself & him to make him shut up. But I’ve been in a few cases where the guy somehow slipped in front of me & paid. I mad dogged him for a bit afterwards. But really, I’d so much rather pay for myself. It’s sweet if he wants to pay, but no. I’ll pay thank you.
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January 31st
Kyle: Oh my god, Olivia.
Me: What?
Kyle: You're so pretty that you should be lesbian.
Me: .......WHAT?!
Kyle: I'm serious! You're so pretty that if you were lesbian, I would love you so much.
Me: .................................
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January 31st
088. One of my biggest fears is the world being invaded by zombies.
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January 31st
087. My right eye has two eyelids, while my left has three.
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January 30th
086. I am usually straight forward.
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January 29th
085. “GIRL.”
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January 28th
& after a while you just stop caring.
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January 28th
I can’t sleep.
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January 27th
I find confidence rather attractive.
I dislike it when a guy has a low self-esteem. I don’t want to have to constantly remind a guy about how good looking he is. It’s the worst when a guy is just simply just fishing for compliments because I hate when anyone does that. Confidence in one’s self is a turn on for me. High self-esteem > Low self-esteem.
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January 27th
084. I smile a lot.
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January 27th
I must say, I have always had a genuine smile even if I feel extremely frustrated with my life. So many things go on around me but I always choose to just not think about it unless necessary. There are people though, whom I tend to vent to constantly. But my mind can easily switch subjects & it’s never hard to concentrate on something else. I honestly find this a good thing. It gives me a chance to have a more positive attitude about everything.
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January 27th
